Memorial Day Weekend

I spent Memorial Day weekend getting the ground tilled and setting out the broccoli and tomato plants...I know that they are late by most standards but it's actually earlier for me than last year...I still have all the peppers to set out and I need to buy some eggplants and cucumbers since mine didn't make it...all in all it was a good start...

Today

I feel like I am missing so much out of life right now and I can't quite figure out how to regain it...there is so much to do and get done....some days I am ok with it all....I really am...but other days all I seem to see is the negative....which I know doesn't really get me anywhere...

it's been a while...

This week I have learned quite a bit....I've learned that the less time I spend online is the more I feel I accomplish during the day (I still need to find a sort of balance) ...I've learned that I need to stop worrying for those good things to come...stress has invaded my life and it's time for it to leave...I have been reading blogs less lately because they have been making me see my flaws instead of giving me the learning experience and joy that they had (I know that this is my own insecurity)...I have missed them so....I have missed....well my life....I have spent way too much time and energy worrying instead of living and in that I gave up myself...

Blogging

I love love love reading blogs but have such a hard time keeping up with my own...I find that I have so much to say....so much going on...that I just....don't....I so admire those that are able to do this every day and share thier lives with us =)

Sprouts

I have sprouts!! On Sunday, Febuary 21st, I started some seedlings and to date I have broccoli, cucumber and onion sprouting so far...it makes me so happy when I see something come up that I've planted or sown...

A letter to US

I can't change you...I realize this now...nor can I try to make you change...unless all of your being is wanting to and works for that change...but what I can do is change myself...live the life to the best of my abilities that I want to be living...and then I can hope and pray and have faith that you will follow my lead...